tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36393552011-04-21T15:20:09.159-05:00Shadow HadoRamblings from someone who never finishes a complete thought when typing...Natehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08783013563913548171noreply@blogger.comBlogger211100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3639355.post-69198943126351970202007-06-13T20:03:00.000-05:002007-06-13T20:05:50.508-05:00This is it. I have finally taken my stand.I have finally decided... The time has come... To end this......And to this I say goodbye.Natehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08783013563913548171noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3639355.post-1142223767013272372006-03-12T21:42:00.000-06:002006-03-12T22:22:47.023-06:00I decided to post here, because I don't feel it necessary that everyone read it, and those who find it, are those who are wondering what's going on lately.I'm not sure where to go from here. I have these nauseating feelings, that something isn't going right... And that I am continuing down the wrong path that I am not controlling right now.Day in day out... Things such as work, the loneliness, Natehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08783013563913548171noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3639355.post-1130259006453312152005-10-25T11:48:00.000-05:002005-10-25T11:52:46.566-05:00Celldweller - The Last Firstbornoh man, i can't believe that you did what they said you didand to this day i've still gotta say that in my mind i question iti wish i knew what you had meant before you went and left me wonderingto just an echo of your voice 'listen...'now i wait to take my turn to bleedlike a kid playing with a razorbladeand wonder if i have the balls at allor am i gonna be afraidNatehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08783013563913548171noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3639355.post-1102284159974237822004-12-05T15:42:00.000-06:002004-12-05T16:02:39.973-06:00Well I don't know where to start.
Tekken 5 is alot of fun, and I try to keep my mind set on it so my mind doesn't wander... but there is always something I see or hear that makes my heart skip a beat and it totally throws me off. I know I am longing for something that is probably never to be. I know I am fighting something that should have been gone a long time ago. No one knows better than INatehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08783013563913548171noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3639355.post-1102050986401429542004-12-02T23:16:00.000-06:002004-12-02T23:18:43.253-06:00 [OOGIE BOOGIE]
Well, well, well, what have we here?
Sandy Claws, huh?
Oh, I'm really scared
So you're the one everybody's talkin' about, ha, ha
You're jokin', you're jokin'
I can't believe my eyes
You're jokin' me, you gotta be
This can't be the right guy
He's ancient, he's ugly
I don't know which is worse
I might just split a seam now
If I don't die laughing first
When Mr. Oogie Boogie says
Natehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08783013563913548171noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3639355.post-1101965200432661852004-12-01T23:05:00.000-06:002004-12-02T23:16:05.386-06:00Another day goes by...
The more things change, the more they stay the same.
I'm not really sure where I am at right now, nor where this entry is going... just gonna run with it.
As it gets colder and colder outside I am continuously reminded of the winter... and everything that comes with it. The only thing winter ever reminds me of is pain and suffering. Why? I mean, with all the lights, the Natehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08783013563913548171noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3639355.post-1101876795922914042004-11-30T22:36:00.000-06:002004-11-30T22:57:09.183-06:00FOREWARNING - You may want to pretend you don't know me for some time it seems
Well I can't say that I am feeling better... but I'm not feeling worse like earlier today when I cried my eyes out wondering how I had everything and I'm losing it all... because at least...
A. I didn't have a miscarriage because my baby only had 12 chromozones
B. I didn't get accused of child abuse last week and nowNatehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08783013563913548171noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3639355.post-1101868525249273832004-11-30T19:51:00.000-06:002004-11-30T20:35:25.250-06:00I push my fingers in to my eyes...
It's the only thing... that slowly stops the ache...
But it's made of all... the things I have to take...
Jesus, it never ends... It works its way inside...
If the pain goes on.... AAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I have screamed until my veins collapsed
I've waited as my time's elapsed
Now all I do is live with so much fate
I've wished for this, I've bitched at that
I've leftNatehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08783013563913548171noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3639355.post-1101707794911394492004-11-28T23:49:00.000-06:002004-11-29T00:06:36.503-06:00Yeah I can double post...
Since I have lost interest in pretty much everything I do...
I have finally decided...
That I THINK I am going to sell all of my rare/vintage games/systems.
I have:
Sega Master System+2 contrs and gun
1st Gen Sega Genesis+ 2 contrs and joystick
Sega Nomad+travel pouch
NES+2 contrs, 3 joysticks, and gun
SNES+2 contrs, original box and wrap in mint condition
Mini SNES+2Natehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08783013563913548171noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3639355.post-1101705078986816752004-11-28T23:05:00.000-06:002004-11-28T23:11:18.986-06:00Think I'll rename my heart the calendar...
Cause it'll surely know just when to end...
To end...
Think I'll rename my heart the calendar...
Cause it'll surely know just when to end...
And I've been looking at you through the telephone,
As the photograph whispers that she isn't even home...
So alone...
I bleed myself right in...
Unusual, here breathing...
Inviting, the silence...
But you're Natehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08783013563913548171noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3639355.post-1101611465351871742004-11-27T20:53:00.000-06:002004-11-27T21:22:00.420-06:00I would just like to apologize to everyone.
I'm sorry that everyone knows me.
I'm sorry that they will read this rant.
I'm sorry that noone will take me seriously.
I'm sorry that no matter what happens from here on out, I won't care the outcome.
I'm sorry that I have lost all hope of ever being happy or content with anything, or, anyone.
I'm sorry that the people who do read this will misjudge Natehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08783013563913548171noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3639355.post-1101440882212766282004-11-25T21:25:00.000-06:002004-11-25T21:48:02.213-06:00Well...
So much to reflect on after yesterday... Worst day ever no lies...
First I would like to say that I am tired of getting phone calls nonstop when I'm not working. People need to learn their job. Don't know how to do something? That's why we get hotmail. Wanna know what the deals are? That's why we get hotmail.
Okay so now back to the matter at hand... Like I said I can honestly sayNatehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08783013563913548171noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3639355.post-1100938172544882262004-11-20T01:53:00.000-06:002004-11-20T02:09:32.543-06:00I thought this was rather amusing...
http://www.f-secure.com/weblog/archives/archive-112004.html#00000362
a well known cellphone trojan? it's about time lol! they had to come out of the woodworks eventually.
Been playing alot of Halo 2 online... lots of fun, I try to use it to stay as stress-free as possible, because every second I think about my store it gets worse and worse. As my MSN Natehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08783013563913548171noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3639355.post-1099238486032895702004-10-31T09:40:00.000-06:002004-10-31T10:01:26.033-06:00Well it's been a long time since I wrote anything, and alot has happened... but maybe I will catch that stuff on a later note.
I started to see yesterday that things are not the way I think they really are/used to be... I am sure you are thinking to yourself "well DUH" but it's a little bit different than that. I really don't know if I want to continue associating myself with the people that Natehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08783013563913548171noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3639355.post-1093801256637344892004-08-29T12:32:00.000-05:002004-08-29T12:40:56.636-05:00Not too much new...
Well, work is going remotely better, and my store is looking alot better, now we just need to make sure those sales get pushed up higher. That's pretty much that on work.
Last night, Mike, Kay, King and myself went down to Chicago to go see Metallica AGAIN ( we just went eight days ago heh) and the show was amazing. There are some things I would have loved to have heard Natehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08783013563913548171noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3639355.post-1093628296663330762004-08-27T12:30:00.000-05:002004-08-27T12:38:16.663-05:00 Well it's been a while... So this may take a while in itself...
Wow so much has happened since the last time I posted. I went and saw multiple concerts, I was in the hospital, I got my own store, etc...
Well July I think was a pretty bullshit month. Not really anything happened, and the things that did happen just pissed me off or made me more depressed. So Imma skip that.
Natehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08783013563913548171noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3639355.post-1087490647470158302004-06-17T11:30:00.000-05:002004-06-17T11:44:07.470-05:00yessum!
Hello there, random people who look at my blog, including myself (hi Nate!... oh god I'm talkin to you again.... you being me... this looks bad... RUN!)
AHEM AHEM sorry about that needed to clear something up with myself realy quick. Anywhos, things been gettin pretty decent around here me thinks. While it seems as though I may be ignoring quite a few people, it's not to say I am, as Natehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08783013563913548171noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3639355.post-1084834663012963042004-05-17T17:01:00.000-05:002004-05-17T18:00:31.226-05:00HELLO MY PIZZLES!
Well, I went ahead and deleted all the old posts completely, to give myself a relatively new start. I've come to the conclusion that I want to use this for to speak about things I enjoy, things I used to enjoy, etc... not to openly complain about people, and then say "it's my blog then don't read it..." cuz the people who post those things DELIBERATELY post for people to see Natehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08783013563913548171noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3639355.post-792241012002-07-21T13:11:00.000-05:002004-05-17T17:01:41.843-05:00P E A C E OUT!
On another side of things, I have been playing Halo online... quite a blast, when the lag isnt too bad. Also, there is going to be a HUGE nation wide tourney for Halo, August 10-11. A 50" PLASMA SCREEN TV IS UP FOR GRABS!!!!! I am going. LOL Halo is so much fun. And people used to wonder why I played video games so much. It keeps you out of trouble, traveling is fun, you meetNatehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08783013563913548171noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3639355.post-790383872002-07-16T17:55:00.000-05:002002-07-16T17:57:33.000-05:00ALRIGHTY THEN!
Wow, I CAN'T WAIT to get my 25 ft. Cat5 Cable tomorrow... I installed the Fast Ethernet NIC, and all I need now is the RJ-45 to finish the job. I know you guys have some that are like 15 feet, but because of the amount of space between my PC and my room, it is like impossible to do with that small of a cord. I might even get a 30 ft. tomorrow... But fuck, HALO ONLINE HOLY SHIT!
Natehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08783013563913548171noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3639355.post-789830902002-07-15T13:38:00.000-05:002004-05-17T16:58:55.473-05:00Well well kidz, I finally went and got one of these dealy's so I can post what the hell is going on. Mike, lemme know about setting up that MSN Community, because I am looking into it today, while you are at work. Halo is sooooo good!
On a little bit of a different note, I drove around last night, talked to Colin a little bit (hi Colin! lol) on the phone, and drove through Sander's Park, to Natehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08783013563913548171noreply@blogger.com