Thursday, December 02, 2004
[OOGIE BOOGIE]
Well, well, well, what have we here?
Sandy Claws, huh?
Oh, I'm really scared
So you're the one everybody's talkin' about, ha, ha
You're jokin', you're jokin'
I can't believe my eyes
You're jokin' me, you gotta be
This can't be the right guy
He's ancient, he's ugly
I don't know which is worse
I might just split a seam now
If I don't die laughing first
When Mr. Oogie Boogie says
There's trouble close at hand
You'd better pay attention now
'Cause I'm the Boogie Man
And if you aren't shakin'
Then something's very wrong
'Cause this may be the last time now
That you hear the boogie song, ohhh
[THREE BATS]
Ohhh
[OOGIE BOOGIE]
Ohhh
[SEVEN LIZARDS]
Ohhh
[OOGIE BOOGIE]
Ohhh
[SEVEN LIZARDS]
Ohhh, he's the Oogie Boogie Man
[OOGIE BOOGIE]
Well if I'm feelin' antsy
And there's nothin' much to do
I might just cook a special batch
Of snake and spider stew
And don't ya know one thing
That would make it work so nice?
A roly-poly Sandy Claws to add a little spice
[THREE SKELTONS]
Ohhh
[OOGIE BOOGIE]
Oh, yeah
[THREE BATS]
Ohhh
[OOGIE BOOGIE]
Ohhh
[THREE BATS]
Ohhh
[OOGIE BOOGIE & THREE SKELETONS]
Oh, yeah, I'm/he's the Oogie Boogie Man
[SANTA]
Release me now
Or you must face the dire consequences
The children are expecting me
So please come, to your senses
[OOGIE BOOGIE]
You're jokin', you're jokin'
I can't believe my ears
Would someone shut this fella up
I'm drownin' in my tears
It's funny, I'm laughing
You really are too much
And now, with your permission
I'm going to do my stuff
[SANTA]
What are you going to do?
[OOGIE BOOGIE]
I'm gonna do the best I can
Oh, the sound of rollin' dice
To me is music in the air
'Cause I'm a gamblin' Boogie Man
Although I don't play fair
It's much more fun, I must confess
When lives are on the line
Not mine, of course, but yours, old boy
Now that'd be just fine
[SANTA]
Release me fast or you will have to
Answer for this heinous act
[OOGIE BOOGIE]
Oh, brother, you're something
You put me in a spin
You aren't comprehending
The position
That you're in
It's hopeless, you're finished
You haven't got a prayer
'Cause I'm Mr. Oogie Boogie
And you ain't going nowhere!
Hahahahahaha!
Well, well, well, what have we here?
Sandy Claws, huh?
Oh, I'm really scared
So you're the one everybody's talkin' about, ha, ha
You're jokin', you're jokin'
I can't believe my eyes
You're jokin' me, you gotta be
This can't be the right guy
He's ancient, he's ugly
I don't know which is worse
I might just split a seam now
If I don't die laughing first
When Mr. Oogie Boogie says
There's trouble close at hand
You'd better pay attention now
'Cause I'm the Boogie Man
And if you aren't shakin'
Then something's very wrong
'Cause this may be the last time now
That you hear the boogie song, ohhh
[THREE BATS]
Ohhh
[OOGIE BOOGIE]
Ohhh
[SEVEN LIZARDS]
Ohhh
[OOGIE BOOGIE]
Ohhh
[SEVEN LIZARDS]
Ohhh, he's the Oogie Boogie Man
[OOGIE BOOGIE]
Well if I'm feelin' antsy
And there's nothin' much to do
I might just cook a special batch
Of snake and spider stew
And don't ya know one thing
That would make it work so nice?
A roly-poly Sandy Claws to add a little spice
[THREE SKELTONS]
Ohhh
[OOGIE BOOGIE]
Oh, yeah
[THREE BATS]
Ohhh
[OOGIE BOOGIE]
Ohhh
[THREE BATS]
Ohhh
[OOGIE BOOGIE & THREE SKELETONS]
Oh, yeah, I'm/he's the Oogie Boogie Man
[SANTA]
Release me now
Or you must face the dire consequences
The children are expecting me
So please come, to your senses
[OOGIE BOOGIE]
You're jokin', you're jokin'
I can't believe my ears
Would someone shut this fella up
I'm drownin' in my tears
It's funny, I'm laughing
You really are too much
And now, with your permission
I'm going to do my stuff
[SANTA]
What are you going to do?
[OOGIE BOOGIE]
I'm gonna do the best I can
Oh, the sound of rollin' dice
To me is music in the air
'Cause I'm a gamblin' Boogie Man
Although I don't play fair
It's much more fun, I must confess
When lives are on the line
Not mine, of course, but yours, old boy
Now that'd be just fine
[SANTA]
Release me fast or you will have to
Answer for this heinous act
[OOGIE BOOGIE]
Oh, brother, you're something
You put me in a spin
You aren't comprehending
The position
That you're in
It's hopeless, you're finished
You haven't got a prayer
'Cause I'm Mr. Oogie Boogie
And you ain't going nowhere!
Hahahahahaha!
Wednesday, December 01, 2004
Another day goes by...
The more things change, the more they stay the same.
I'm not really sure where I am at right now, nor where this entry is going... just gonna run with it.
As it gets colder and colder outside I am continuously reminded of the winter... and everything that comes with it. The only thing winter ever reminds me of is pain and suffering. Why? I mean, with all the lights, the feeling I get when I go into malls and see all the people and decorations, Christmas time... why is it that winter is the #1 worst season ever? Other than the cold and the snow, obviously... It just... I dunno, ya know? Heh... Winter just has never been a good time for me... Winter isn't a good time for many people I know. So why is it that so many things happen during the winter? I mean I guess if I think back quite some years, I kinda remember how much fun it used to be... just chillin', going out for coffee, relaxing, just doing whatever as though we were trying to spend the day away. Or how about the Tekken season? That was winter... We were all up there all the time, it was so much fun... But here I am, thinking or believing everything is so different now. I'm not used to being alone during the winter... But that's exactly how it feels right now in so many different ways. Every night I'm home alone, not doing anything with anyone... Has everyone abandoned me? Or have I left them all to rot? I guess I am just starting to feel the "real life" side of things for once. Not drinking all the time, not partying forever, being responsible and holding down a job (manager at that... bah...), but none of that says anything about being alone and I think that is wh... Wait a sec. I KNOW that's what is getting to me more than anything right now. I just don't like this whole feeling alone thing... Or being alone for that matter... I guess that's why doing what I "need" to do has become so much more difficult. I know what comes next. I know how hard it is. All I ask, is that I don't feel this way. Maybe I won't find someone. Maybe I'm not trying hard enough. None of that would be so bad if I didn't feel empty, if I didn't feel like it's a necessity to... Yeah I dunno... See I told you this post is randomness.
Just could I somehow get a push in the right direction please? Just a little nudge? I don't want to be so lonely and I don't want anyone else to be either... So all I'm asking I guess is for some self-confidence, or some mind-over-matter type stuff... Somethin' damnit, anything that helps me with my winter-time blues. That'd be awesome.
I don't wanna sound insane, but I can't take the pressure...
Have you ever felt the same? Like you just want to run away...
Shadow Hado
The more things change, the more they stay the same.
I'm not really sure where I am at right now, nor where this entry is going... just gonna run with it.
As it gets colder and colder outside I am continuously reminded of the winter... and everything that comes with it. The only thing winter ever reminds me of is pain and suffering. Why? I mean, with all the lights, the feeling I get when I go into malls and see all the people and decorations, Christmas time... why is it that winter is the #1 worst season ever? Other than the cold and the snow, obviously... It just... I dunno, ya know? Heh... Winter just has never been a good time for me... Winter isn't a good time for many people I know. So why is it that so many things happen during the winter? I mean I guess if I think back quite some years, I kinda remember how much fun it used to be... just chillin', going out for coffee, relaxing, just doing whatever as though we were trying to spend the day away. Or how about the Tekken season? That was winter... We were all up there all the time, it was so much fun... But here I am, thinking or believing everything is so different now. I'm not used to being alone during the winter... But that's exactly how it feels right now in so many different ways. Every night I'm home alone, not doing anything with anyone... Has everyone abandoned me? Or have I left them all to rot? I guess I am just starting to feel the "real life" side of things for once. Not drinking all the time, not partying forever, being responsible and holding down a job (manager at that... bah...), but none of that says anything about being alone and I think that is wh... Wait a sec. I KNOW that's what is getting to me more than anything right now. I just don't like this whole feeling alone thing... Or being alone for that matter... I guess that's why doing what I "need" to do has become so much more difficult. I know what comes next. I know how hard it is. All I ask, is that I don't feel this way. Maybe I won't find someone. Maybe I'm not trying hard enough. None of that would be so bad if I didn't feel empty, if I didn't feel like it's a necessity to... Yeah I dunno... See I told you this post is randomness.
Just could I somehow get a push in the right direction please? Just a little nudge? I don't want to be so lonely and I don't want anyone else to be either... So all I'm asking I guess is for some self-confidence, or some mind-over-matter type stuff... Somethin' damnit, anything that helps me with my winter-time blues. That'd be awesome.
I don't wanna sound insane, but I can't take the pressure...
Have you ever felt the same? Like you just want to run away...
Shadow Hado
Tuesday, November 30, 2004
FOREWARNING - You may want to pretend you don't know me for some time it seems
Well I can't say that I am feeling better... but I'm not feeling worse like earlier today when I cried my eyes out wondering how I had everything and I'm losing it all... because at least...
A. I didn't have a miscarriage because my baby only had 12 chromozones
B. I didn't get accused of child abuse last week and now I'm fighting for my daughter.
C. I didn't just get robbed for over $2500 from my house last night.
These are things I recently found out about 3 different friends of mine... by recently I mean in the last hour. There are also other things that have happened to people I know that they are still dealing with as well... Very VERY difficult things that I hope someday they will be able to overcome and be strong about... And while the things bothering me mean HELLA to me... and so do the people involved... the things above are absolutely terrible. If I lose my job, I will be distrought... but I would find a way to get another job, and probably move up to Mauston with Brad. As far as Beka and I go... I will care about her and love with all my heart for the rest of my life no matter what happens, and I hope someday she can be happy and forgive herself too, anyway she can, because she deserves to be happy.
It just makes me so angry... that here I am... knowing how miserable I am hidden inside... but it took a compilation over other people's misery to make me not think about my problems. Does this make me selfish, or does it mean I am able to recognize the severity of different problems? Also, does this mean I will be okay? Or will it add to the madness and again come fullforce at me?
I don't wish any of this on anyone... I could never want someone to be this unhappy. When I say that, I mean me, Beka, the other people mentioned... any of it. I refuse to believe any of us have done wrong that could justify such things to happen at these times of our lives.
I'm very sorry.
Well I can't say that I am feeling better... but I'm not feeling worse like earlier today when I cried my eyes out wondering how I had everything and I'm losing it all... because at least...
A. I didn't have a miscarriage because my baby only had 12 chromozones
B. I didn't get accused of child abuse last week and now I'm fighting for my daughter.
C. I didn't just get robbed for over $2500 from my house last night.
These are things I recently found out about 3 different friends of mine... by recently I mean in the last hour. There are also other things that have happened to people I know that they are still dealing with as well... Very VERY difficult things that I hope someday they will be able to overcome and be strong about... And while the things bothering me mean HELLA to me... and so do the people involved... the things above are absolutely terrible. If I lose my job, I will be distrought... but I would find a way to get another job, and probably move up to Mauston with Brad. As far as Beka and I go... I will care about her and love with all my heart for the rest of my life no matter what happens, and I hope someday she can be happy and forgive herself too, anyway she can, because she deserves to be happy.
It just makes me so angry... that here I am... knowing how miserable I am hidden inside... but it took a compilation over other people's misery to make me not think about my problems. Does this make me selfish, or does it mean I am able to recognize the severity of different problems? Also, does this mean I will be okay? Or will it add to the madness and again come fullforce at me?
I don't wish any of this on anyone... I could never want someone to be this unhappy. When I say that, I mean me, Beka, the other people mentioned... any of it. I refuse to believe any of us have done wrong that could justify such things to happen at these times of our lives.
I'm very sorry.
I push my fingers in to my eyes...
It's the only thing... that slowly stops the ache...
But it's made of all... the things I have to take...
Jesus, it never ends... It works its way inside...
If the pain goes on.... AAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I have screamed until my veins collapsed
I've waited as my time's elapsed
Now all I do is live with so much fate
I've wished for this, I've bitched at that
I've left behind this little fact:
YOU CANNOT KILL WHAT YOU DID NOT CREATE
I've gotta say what I've gotta say
And then I swear I'll go away
But I can't promise you'll enjoy the noise
I guess I'll save the best for last
My future seems like one big past
You're left with me cause you left me no choice
I push my fingers in to my EYES...
It's the only thing... that slowly stops the ache...
If the pain goes on.... I'm not gonna make it!
Pull me back together
Or seperate the skin from bone
Leave me all the pieces
Then you can leave me alone
Tell me the reality is better than the dream
But I found out the hard way:
NOTHING IS WHAT IT SEEMS
I push my fingers in to my eyes...
It's the only thing... that slowly stops the ache...
But it's made of all... the things I have to take...
Jesus, it never ends... It works its way inside...
If the pain goes on....
I'M NOT GONNA MAKE IT
All I've got... all I've got is insane...
All I've got... all I've got is insane...
ALL I'VE GOT... ALL I'VE GOT IS INSANE
ALL I'VE GOT... ALL I'VE GOT IS INSANE
ALL I'VE GOT... ALL I'VE GOT IS INSANE
ALL I'VE GOT... ALL I'VE GOT IS INSANE
I PUSH MY FINGERS IN TO MMMMMMMMYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
EEEEEYYYYYYYEEEEESSSSSSSSS
It's the only thing... that slowly stops the ache...
But it's made of all... the things I have to take...
Jesus, it never ends... It works its way inside...
If the pain goes on....
I'M NOT GONNA MAKE IT
All I've got... all I've got is insane...
All I've got... all I've got is insane...
ALL I'VE GOT... ALL I'VE GOT IS INSANE
ALL I'VE GOT... ALL I'VE GOT IS INSANE
It's the only thing... that slowly stops the ache...
But it's made of all... the things I have to take...
Jesus, it never ends... It works its way inside...
If the pain goes on.... AAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I have screamed until my veins collapsed
I've waited as my time's elapsed
Now all I do is live with so much fate
I've wished for this, I've bitched at that
I've left behind this little fact:
YOU CANNOT KILL WHAT YOU DID NOT CREATE
I've gotta say what I've gotta say
And then I swear I'll go away
But I can't promise you'll enjoy the noise
I guess I'll save the best for last
My future seems like one big past
You're left with me cause you left me no choice
I push my fingers in to my EYES...
It's the only thing... that slowly stops the ache...
If the pain goes on.... I'm not gonna make it!
Pull me back together
Or seperate the skin from bone
Leave me all the pieces
Then you can leave me alone
Tell me the reality is better than the dream
But I found out the hard way:
NOTHING IS WHAT IT SEEMS
I push my fingers in to my eyes...
It's the only thing... that slowly stops the ache...
But it's made of all... the things I have to take...
Jesus, it never ends... It works its way inside...
If the pain goes on....
I'M NOT GONNA MAKE IT
All I've got... all I've got is insane...
All I've got... all I've got is insane...
ALL I'VE GOT... ALL I'VE GOT IS INSANE
ALL I'VE GOT... ALL I'VE GOT IS INSANE
ALL I'VE GOT... ALL I'VE GOT IS INSANE
ALL I'VE GOT... ALL I'VE GOT IS INSANE
I PUSH MY FINGERS IN TO MMMMMMMMYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
EEEEEYYYYYYYEEEEESSSSSSSSS
It's the only thing... that slowly stops the ache...
But it's made of all... the things I have to take...
Jesus, it never ends... It works its way inside...
If the pain goes on....
I'M NOT GONNA MAKE IT
All I've got... all I've got is insane...
All I've got... all I've got is insane...
ALL I'VE GOT... ALL I'VE GOT IS INSANE
ALL I'VE GOT... ALL I'VE GOT IS INSANE
Sunday, November 28, 2004
Yeah I can double post...
Since I have lost interest in pretty much everything I do...
I have finally decided...
That I THINK I am going to sell all of my rare/vintage games/systems.
I have:
Sega Master System+2 contrs and gun
1st Gen Sega Genesis+ 2 contrs and joystick
Sega Nomad+travel pouch
NES+2 contrs, 3 joysticks, and gun
SNES+2 contrs, original box and wrap in mint condition
Mini SNES+2 contrs, original box and wrap in mint condition
My other XBox... I don't REALLY need two... but maybe...
40+NES games, some rares
40+SNES games, most of the rares, some cases/instructions
20+Sega games, some rares, some cases/instructions
2 SMS games (Double Dragon, Safari Hunt/Super Hang On w/case)
If anyone wants anything let me know... Guess I collected it all for nothing.
Time to move on I guess...
Since I have lost interest in pretty much everything I do...
I have finally decided...
That I THINK I am going to sell all of my rare/vintage games/systems.
I have:
Sega Master System+2 contrs and gun
1st Gen Sega Genesis+ 2 contrs and joystick
Sega Nomad+travel pouch
NES+2 contrs, 3 joysticks, and gun
SNES+2 contrs, original box and wrap in mint condition
Mini SNES+2 contrs, original box and wrap in mint condition
My other XBox... I don't REALLY need two... but maybe...
40+NES games, some rares
40+SNES games, most of the rares, some cases/instructions
20+Sega games, some rares, some cases/instructions
2 SMS games (Double Dragon, Safari Hunt/Super Hang On w/case)
If anyone wants anything let me know... Guess I collected it all for nothing.
Time to move on I guess...
Think I'll rename my heart the calendar...
Cause it'll surely know just when to end...
To end...
Think I'll rename my heart the calendar...
Cause it'll surely know just when to end...
And I've been looking at you through the telephone,
As the photograph whispers that she isn't even home...
So alone...
I bleed myself right in...
Unusual, here breathing...
Inviting, the silence...
But you're not here...
You're nowhere near at all...
Just skin and... atmosphere...
And if it's not what you wanted, better get out now...
Alone it takes me, underneath it'll surely break me...
Underneath these... things...
Twenty-some years my parents let themselves leave...
I always swore that would never, ever be me...
And now you're looking at me through a new lens,
The voice on the end doesn't understand anything...
Nor do I...
Paper cuts for me...
Unusual, here breathing...
Inviting, the silence...
But you're not here...
You're nowhere near at all...
Just skin and... atmosphere...
And if it's not what you wanted, better get out now...
Alone it takes me, underneath it'll surely break me...
PROVE ME WRONG, I WANT YOU...
TO PROVE ME WRONG, I WANT YOU...
PROVE ME... WRONG...
PROVE ME... WRONG...
But you're not here...
You're nowhere near at all...
Just skin and... atmosphere...
And if it's not what you wanted, better get out now...
Alone it takes me, underneath it'll surely break me...
I want you... to prove me wrong...
I want you... to prove me...
Think I'll rename my heart the calendar...
Cause it'll surely know just when to end...
To end...
Think I'll rename my heart the calendar...
Cause it'll surely know just when to end...
And I've been looking at you through the telephone,
As the photograph whispers that she isn't even home...
So alone...
I bleed myself right in...
Unusual, here breathing...
Inviting, the silence...
But you're not here...
You're nowhere near at all...
Just skin and... atmosphere...
And if it's not what you wanted, better get out now...
Alone it takes me, underneath it'll surely break me...
Underneath these... things...
Twenty-some years my parents let themselves leave...
I always swore that would never, ever be me...
And now you're looking at me through a new lens,
The voice on the end doesn't understand anything...
Nor do I...
Paper cuts for me...
Unusual, here breathing...
Inviting, the silence...
But you're not here...
You're nowhere near at all...
Just skin and... atmosphere...
And if it's not what you wanted, better get out now...
Alone it takes me, underneath it'll surely break me...
PROVE ME WRONG, I WANT YOU...
TO PROVE ME WRONG, I WANT YOU...
PROVE ME... WRONG...
PROVE ME... WRONG...
But you're not here...
You're nowhere near at all...
Just skin and... atmosphere...
And if it's not what you wanted, better get out now...
Alone it takes me, underneath it'll surely break me...
I want you... to prove me wrong...
I want you... to prove me...
Think I'll rename my heart the calendar...
