Shadow Hado

Celldweller - The Last Firstborn

oh man, i can't believe that you did what they said you did
and to this day i've still gotta say that in my mind i question it
i wish i knew what you had meant before you went and left me wondering
to just an echo of your voice 'listen...'

now i wait to take my turn to bleed
like a kid playing with a razorblade
and wonder if i have the balls at all
or am i gonna be afraid, where are you?
what do you think?
cuz i'm not sure when knocking at death's door if i will be welcome in or be left alone outside

i hear the sound of a heart
from the shadow in the dark
waiting for the poison to hit its mark (listen--my son)
i see the darkness surround
the shape on the ground
the killer straight up and a body face down (firstborn-last one)
i hear the din of the screams
sorrow in streams
the smell of farewell and gasoline (listen--my son)
i see a heart set free and my legacy
hear a voice from a shadow that is beckoning me (firstborn-last one)

i guess there comes a point
when you think to yourself
"this isn't worth it, it isn't worth it"
and now i feel what you felt
and now i feel what you felt inside brother
and now i feel what you felt
this isn't worth it, it isn't worth it

i hear the sound of a heart
from the shadow in the dark
waiting for the poison to hit its mark (listen--my son)
i see the darkness surround
the shape on the ground
the killer straight up and a body face down (firstborn-last one)
i hear the din of the screams
sorrow in streams
the smell of farewell and gasoline (listen--my son)
i see a heart set free and my legacy
hear a voice from a shadow that is beckoning me (firstborn-last one)

i wish it didn't, i wish it didn't, i wish it didn't
i wish it didn't end this way
i wish it didn't, i wish it didn't, i wish it didn't
i wish it didn't end this way
i wish it didn't, i wish it didn't, i wish it didn't
i wish it didn't end this way
i wish it didn't, i wish it didn't, i wish it didn't
i wish it didn't end this way

live a life in hell
through a mortal shell
asphyxiating smell
for a crime lifetime
imagination locked in a cell
and to the other firstborn, i see the same scene that must play over in your mind
and now how much more i'm sure it's fucked with your head
just like it's fucked up mine.

"listen my son-firstborn last one"

the message you sent out to me
i cannot change what's meant to be
the message you sent out to me
i cannot change what's meant to be

i hear the sound of a heart
from the shadow in the dark
waiting for the poison to hit its mark (listen--my son)
i see the darkness surround
the shape on the ground
the killer straight up and a body face down (firstborn-last one)
i hear the din of the screams
sorrow in streams
the smell of farewell and gasoline (listen--my son)
i see a heart set free and my legacy
hear a voice from a shadow that is beckoning me (firstborn-last one)

I love you King and you know I will never forget you. I wanted so bad to show this band to you because it's a weird rock techno mix that I thought you would like and we could jam out ya know man? Now I sit here crying because you took something away that I can never replace...

I'm gonna miss you man... Goddamnit I'm gonna miss you.

RIP King Pettry 10-24-2005